<p><a href="https://www.patreon.com/beccabellamy/posts?tag=nerdy%20girl%20goes%20black">Click here</a> to read the previous parts of the story.</p><p><img data-media-id="31033105" src="/31/02/3102563e4639f840c5fabc279401de07e886e55dd9f590589428183860ae44b4.jpg"></p><p>After her meal with Jameer, Emily didn’t get much work done. She couldn’t stop thinking about what he’d said. She couldn’t stop thinking about having a mind-blowing orgasm. She wasn’t even sure what that meant. Did women really experience tingling in their fingers and toes when they came really hard or was that just meant to signify a different kind of orgasm from the ones she’d had in her life?</p><p>She wanted to work, but more thoughts kept popping into her head and crowding out any ability to concentrate on her job. She’d always told herself that the kind of really passionate, intense sex she saw in movies or when she occasionally indulged in porn was just fake, that people didn’t really experience sex in that intense kind of way. What if it wasn’t? What if she just didn’t experience that? What if she was missing out?</p><p>She wondered if Luke really was capable of providing that kind of orgasm. Could he go down on her and blow her mind like Jameer had suggested? If he could, he hadn’t done it so far. Jameer hadn’t really provided any tips on how to make that happen. Was Luke just supposed to understand how to do it?</p><p>The same thoughts dominated her mind as Emily rode home. Was it okay for her to demand something better from Luke? Was she even capable of experiencing something better? Maybe some women weren’t wired to have mind-blowing orgasms like Jameer suggested. Maybe Emily was one of those women.</p><p>By the time she got home, Emily felt exhausted. She’d spent so much time with these exhausting thoughts running through her head that she had no energy to try and have the kind of orgasm Jameer thought she deserved and was totally capable of having.</p><p>Instead of dragging him to the bedroom and making him go down on her, Emily curled up on the couch with Luke, kissed his cheek, and watched an episode of House Hunters instead.</p><p><br></p><p>Luke knew something was up with Emily. He couldn’t quite place his finger on it, but something had changed a few days ago. She just hadn’t let him in on what had changed. He couldn’t help but be a little worried.</p><p>That’s why he’d planned a dinner date at home for the two of them. He’d gotten off work early and made Truffled Mac and Cheese, which happened to be Emily’s favorite food and a meal they’d enjoyed on their third date together.</p><p>He had a bottle of Emily’s favorite red wine ready to be enjoyed. There were candles carefully lit around their small apartment and a single red rose in a bud vase on the table where the two of them often dined.</p><p>The smile on Emily’s face when she came home made all the effort worth it, but Luke wanted more from the evening. He wanted to know what was bugging his girlfriend.</p><p>“Oh my God! Luke, this is so sweet,” Emily said as she looked over the table before embracing him. They shared a soft kiss and she smiled gleefully once more.</p><p>“Sit, please,” he said while pulling out her chair. “Let me pour you a glass of wine.”</p><p>Luke pulled out the cork and quickly poured them both a glass before taking his seat. He raised his glass and said, “A toast to the woman I love.”</p><p>They clinked their glasses and Emily smiled again before taking a sip.</p><p>“This is so good,” Emily said after taking a bite of the mac and cheese. “I’m really impressed.”</p><p>It was Luke’s turn to smile. “Thank you.”</p><p>He hadn’t really come up with a good plan for investigating what had Emily out of sorts, so he just brought it up.</p><p>“So, it seems like something is maybe a little bit off with you. It feels like things have been a little different in a way I can’t quite figure out. Am I crazy?” he asked.</p><p>A pained look came over Emily’s face. She grabbed her glass of wine and took a long sip as Luke watched. Something definitely seemed wrong. </p><p>Emily looked away and pushed her glasses up her nose. “I just don’t know,” she said.</p><p>“You don’t know what?” Luke asked. Now he was confused in addition to feeling worried.</p><p>Emily took another long sip of wine, emptying her glass in the process. She was a slim girl and she didn’t drink much. She must have been feeling the effects of the alcohol already.</p><p>She put her arms on the table and looked Luke in the eye. She held his gaze long enough that it got a little uncomfortable. Then, finally, she spoke.</p><p>“Why don’t we have mind-blowing orgasms?” Emily asked.</p><p>Luke felt like the question was simultaneously worse and better than he was expecting. He thought maybe she was going to confess having cheated on him, so it wasn’t nearly as bad as that. On the other hand, she seemed to be expressing a sense of dissatisfaction with their sex life.</p><p>“Oh, well, I kind of feel like I do,” he answered honestly. “At least I think I do. How do you know if an orgasm is mind-blowing?”</p><p>“I think you just know,” Emily said as she leaned back in her chair. “I mean, wouldn’t you know? Haven’t you had some orgasms that are better than others?”</p><p>Luke took a moment to think about it. “Yeah, I guess so. You remember that time we had sex in that hotel room in New York City? The one we stayed at for the conference I was at? We did it against the window. That was a really good orgasm. That might have been mind-blowing. How about you?”</p><p>“I don’t think I’ve ever had a mind-blowing orgasm. I didn’t even cum when we had sex against the window.”</p><p>Luke was surprised. He was certain Emily had cum. “You didn’t?” Now it was his turn to take a long drink.</p><p>“Am I doing something wrong?” he asked.</p><p>Emily looked genuinely distraught as she took another bite of her mac and cheese. “I honestly don’t know. I think that’s what has me kind of freaked out. I don’t know what a great orgasm feels like. Maybe it’s because I’m not capable of having one. Maybe it’s because you’re doing something wrong. Maybe it’s because we’re not sexually compatible. Maybe I’ve already had the best orgasm I’m capable of having. Maybe I haven’t. Who the hell knows?”</p><p>Luke reached out and took Emily’s hand in his. She was spinning out and he tried to calm her down. “We can figure this out. We’re smart people. I’m sure we can figure this out.” He took a deep breath. “It seems like you’ve put some thought into this? Do you have any ideas?”</p><p>A naughty smile broke across Emily’s face in a way Luke had never seen before. “I have done a little research,” she said. “Apparently, giving me an erotic massage and then going down on me is a good way to prime me for a mind-blowing orgasm.”</p><p>“Let’s do it then,” Luke said as he hopped to his feet.</p><p>“What about dinner?” Emily asked as she pointed to their half-eaten food.</p><p>“We can reheat it later. C’mon, let’s do this.”</p><p><br></p><p>Emily took Luke’s hand as he led her to the bed, where he slowly undressed her. He kissed her neck while unzipping her skirt and pushing it to the floor. She moaned quietly as goose bumps rose on her skin.</p><p>Emily couldn’t help but moan again as Luke played with her perky breasts and kissed her neck once more. She tried to banish all thoughts from her head and concentrate on the sensations of pleasure her boyfriend seemed determined to give her.</p><p>“Lie down,” he whispered.</p><p>Emily laid on her stomach and Luke ran his hands down her back and to the top of her butt. He squeezed her ass cheeks lightly and again she moaned.</p><p>“That feels good,” she said.</p><p>“When I squeeze your ass like that?” Luke asked.</p><p>“Yeah, I like that.”</p><p>Luke doubled down, once again rubbing over her back and down to her ass before giving it a good squeeze. His hands felt stronger than she expected and each time he squeezed her bottom it felt like her pussy came alive.</p><p>Luke moved to the other side of the bed and started working her legs. His fingers ran up her calves and the backs of her thighs before he skillfully massaged her ass. He was clearly getting the hang of it.</p><p>“That feels so good, Luke,” Emily said.</p><p>As the leg massage continued, Luke moved closer to Emily’s inner thighs each time up her legs. She could feel the arousal building. The rubdown was really working.</p><p>Soon Emily was moaning each time his hands moved up her inner thighs. Luke picked up on her not-so-subtle hints and concentrated more of his efforts there.</p><p>“You’re incredible,” she said.</p><p>Just as her lust reached a fever pitch, Luke said, “Flip over.”</p><p>Emily flipped over and he went right back to it. This time the rub was concentrated entirely on her thighs. His hands moved skillfully over her skin, relaxing her muscles and then delicately brushing over her pussy lips. She felt a little shiver of pleasure rush through her body each time he touched her between the legs.</p><p>Luke bent over and kissed the spot just above her pussy as his fingers moved up her thighs. Emily moaned and lifted her hips off the bed. It felt so good.</p><p>He did it again, this time moving his lips closer to her clit. Even his breath felt good against her enflamed pussy. He’d teased her to the point that she desperately wanted him to lick her.</p><p>Again he massaged her thighs, running his fingers from just above her knee all the way to her pussy. This time, he didn’t go back to the start. Instead, he gently pushed two fingers into Emily’s exceptionally wet pussy.</p><p>“Oh God, that feels so good,” she said.</p><p>His tongue touched down on her clit moments later, and with the burst of pleasure that followed, a fog of pleasure filled Emily’s head.</p><p>Then, for one fleeting moment, Emily pictured Jameer between her legs. The vision came as a total surprise, to the point that she cried out loud enough to surprise Luke.</p><p>“Is everything okay?” he asked.</p><p>“It’s perfect. Please, don’t stop. Please, it feels so good,” Emily said. She sounded like she was begging, and with good reason. She wasn’t sure she’d ever been so turned on.</p><p>Luke returned to licking her clit and fingering her pussy and Emily laid her head back down on the bed and let the pleasure wash over her once again.</p><p>He was doing a better job than she imagined possible. She felt certain that the mind-blowing orgasm she’d been seeking when she got home was just around the corner.</p><p>And then Jameer popped into her head again. She saw him between her legs, licking and fingering her pussy. She saw the dark skin of his hands moving over her body and playing with her milky white breasts.</p><p>Emily tried to fight it off. She felt terribly guilty for imagining another man between her legs as her boyfriend went down on her, especially since he was doing such a good job. She couldn’t, though. Each time she let her lust take over, Jameer appeared between her legs once more.</p><p>Emily knew she wasn’t going to win the battle. Either she was going to let the fantasy version of Jameer into her head or she wasn’t going to cum, and that wasn’t an option. She wanted her mind-blowing orgasm. She wanted it badly. So she let him in.</p><p>As Luke worked over her pussy, Emily closed her eyes and imagined Jameer between her legs. She imagined him getting her pussy exceptionally wet with his fingers and tongue, and then kissing his way up her body. She imagined him kissing and sucking on her nipples and then slipping his tongue into her mouth.</p><p>As Luke worked his fingers into Emily’s pussy, she imagined Jameer doing the same, only with his cock. She’d given herself to the fantasy by then. She knew it was bad to be fantasizing about someone else fucking her while her boyfriend was going down on her, but Emily couldn’t stop it. She needed the mind-blowing orgasm that had long eluded her.</p><p>Emily imagined Jameer kissing her as his cock filled her pussy. She imagined her legs spread wide as he plunged into her.</p><p>It was the combination of that lurid fantasy playing out in her head and Luke’s eager work between her legs that finally delivered the mind-blowing orgasm Emily had obsessed over.</p><p>She screamed so loud she thought the neighbors might call the cops. She grasped the bed sheets in her fingers and lifted her hips towards the ceiling as Luke’s mouth followed. He kept his tongue on her clit and licked furiously right through her climax.</p><p>Emily pushed him away only when it felt too sensitive for him to keep licking her clit. Her heart was pounding and she felt lightheaded. Even better, her fingers and toes were tingling, just as Jameer had talked about. She had a huge, giddy smile on her face. It was pure bliss.</p><p>“So, did it work?” Luke asked, though Emily was certain he knew the answer.</p><p>“Absolutely,” she said.</p><p>He moved next to her and they shared a kiss. He looked genuinely happy, which made Emily feel impossibly guilty. Luke clearly felt like he was solely responsible for her intense pleasure, but she knew that wasn’t entirely the case.</p><p>He had been the one to get her right to the edge, though. His massage had been exceptionally skillful and, in hindsight, his eagerness to please was more arousing than she’d given it credit for.</p><p>The guilt lingered, but it wasn’t nearly strong enough to wash away Emily’s bliss. She still felt high as a kite on the pure joy of having the best orgasm of her life.</p><p>Luke kissed her again, this time with more vigor. The desire evident in the eager movement of his tongue in her mouth reminded Emily that he hadn’t gotten off. He’d merely serviced her needs.</p><p>Instead of waiting for him to say anything about it, Emily hastily unzipped Luke’s pants and pulled out his cock. She straddled him in the bed and sat her still-wet pussy down on his turgid shaft. He moaned as her warmth and wetness engulfed him.</p><p>Emily rode her boyfriend with determined vigor. She was going to make him cum inside her. She was going to reward him for doing such a good job in getting her all hot and bothered. She was going to try and work out a little of the guilt she felt by giving him a great orgasm.</p><p>Luke must have been exceptionally worked up, because it wasn’t long after Emily took him inside her that he climaxed. From what she could tell, he had a mind-blowing orgasm. For a moment she wondered if he was fantasizing about someone else too.</p><p><br></p><p>After their encounter, Emily took a quick shower and went to sleep. It seemed like the wine and her orgasm combined to knock her out.</p><p>Luke cleared the dishes off the table and put the remaining mac and cheese in the fridge as he considered the fun they’d just had.</p><p>Emily had been right. It was possible to have a great orgasm, or at least something better than what he’d experienced most of his life. Tonight was definitely better than the time they had sex against the window in New York. He already wanted more of it.</p><p>There was something about it that felt a little off, though. He couldn’t quite figure it out. He’d enjoyed all of it, but while he was going down on Emily it felt like she was elsewhere. It was the exact time when she should have been most present, and yet she seemed to disappear for just a little before cumming.</p><p>Luke didn’t want to be paranoid, but he wondered if something was going on. They’d been dating for almost a year and she’d never so much as mentioned any hint of disappointment with their sex life. Then, out of the blue, she brings it up one night and she seems intensely frustrated by it.</p><p>He didn’t want to get too caught up in it – the whole evening had been fun and the sex had been particularly good – but he wondered if it was worth saying something. Would Emily get frustrated if he asked her what had changed? Should he just forget about it and embrace the fact that they’d had really good sex and that maybe there was more to come?</p><p>He wasn’t sure what to do. Neither seemed like a surefire choice. If something had inspired Emily’s sexual curiosity and the ensuing mind-blowing orgasm, he wanted to know about it. If asking her about it was going to cause a rift, he wanted to avoid that.</p><p>Absent a clear choice, Luke resolved to keep an open mind. If this was a onetime thing – which he hoped wasn’t the case – he’d let it go. If this seemed like the new normal, maybe he’d ask her about it.</p><p>Either way, he’d enjoyed giving his first erotic massage and making his girlfriend cum harder than she’d ever cum before and he was already thinking of the next time he’d get a chance to pleasure her like that.</p>